don't really know what i am going to say, but posting anyways

Right now I could really use one of those plastics scoops, which interestingly enough I have had at both jobs. They are the perfect things to throw at walls with all your might. (I don't do that at this job, it just wouldn't be the same:P) Maybe I will invest in one so that I can go to the barn and throw it around in there... just a thought!


There are times when everything is crazy and I realize how much my life and future is not in my own hands, and I am left with two options. Get depressed and stressed, or just praise God and leave it all to Him. Ok, maybe there are three options... do a combination of the first two.


I don't want to be redundant, but I will post this passage again...


"Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I will say rejoice!
Let your gentleness be known to all men.
The Lord is at hand.
Be anxious for nothing,
but in everything by prayer and supplication,
with thanksgiving,
let your requests be made known to God;
and the peace of God,
which passes all understanding,
will guard your hearts and minds
through Jesus Christ."
Philippians 4:4-7

not words or a feeling

Gloria, in excelces deo.
Gloria, gloria.
Too weak to wonder,
Too tired to care,
Jesus Christ, are you really there?
I've fallen down,
Can't pull myself back up.
I'm going to drown, have mercy,
Have mercy.

I need You now,
Not words or a feeling,
But Jesus Christ,
I've hit the ceiling.

Your love,
Your mercy,
Your light unending,
Your hope,
Your peace,
Your strength my heart is mending.

me...

proud, stuck-upish snob.

don't:
"Let us not become conceited, provoking one another, envying one another."
do:
"In lowliness of mind, let each esteem others better than himself. Let each of you look out not only for his own interests, but also for the interests of others.

my head hurts (and so does my body)

Be anxious for nothing,
but in everything by prayer and supplication,
with thanksgiving,
let your requests be made known to God;
and the peace of God,
which surpasses all understanding,
will guard your hearts and your minds through Jesus Christ.

While I lay, I'd dream we're better, scales were gone and faces lighter

- Friendships and relationships are so complex. Love bears burdens and covers a multitude of sins.
- I like it when my friends care enough to take the time to listen, it is even better when they understand so well, I do not have to put a disclaimer on what I say or defend and explain my thoughts.
- I like keeping things inside too. It gives a sense of aloneness that feels achy, but nice in an odd way.
- I can't wait for heaven; perfect communion with God and fellow brothers and sisters.
- I like the moon and brave saint saturn.
- Laughing at stupid and immature things is good for the mind and body. You are not truly mature until you know it is ok to be immature at times. (Or something like that.)
- Trusting is not easy. Once trust is won, it can be easily broken.
- I will try to fix you, but may the True Light guide you Home... and ignite you.
- Not reading the Bible and praying is a good way to ignore God and stop growing.

"But if we walk in the light as He is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus Christ His Son cleanses us from all sin." 1 John 1:7

little girls

Talking with two little girls (ages 2 and 3) while eating lunch is a fascinating experience. You do everything from discussing attire, to teaching them how to count to ten on their fingers. I had to explain that I am not Mr. Amy, but Miss Amy. And not Biss Amy. We even found crazy shapes with the orange peels. There were bunnies, stars, and lots of chairs, dinasours etc. Of course, we did some eating too.

some advice

If you want more hours at work, just show up thinking you were on the schedule at a really busy time when there is a lot of work to do. You may just end up working.